As I sat praying to the Lord today and asking Him to have His way with my life; wanting to know what was His desire for my life? What was His will and wanting to fulfill it? I began to ponder “what is it about my life that God so desired that He would pay such a high price as the LIFE of His very own SON! Why would God go to such an extreme to purchase me back? Of course, I know the OBVIOUS which is I was His from the beginning and He has every right to take back what was rightly His; His desire to have a family so that He could lavish His love on them and more. But other than the OBVIOUS why…what moved His heart so that He willingly made himself nothing, taking the form of a HUMBLE SERVANT and became a MAN (Phil 2:7). In John 17:5 He even asks the Father to glorify Him with the glory that He had before the world existed. Are you hearing me…does this not imply that the LORD, Jesus Christ, gave up His glory to become a Servant; a servant to and for His Father to redeem mankind. What then? Why? It has to be more than the obvious. It has to be for more than what we have been fed from the church’s menu. The delicacies from this menu are filled with “blessings” and they are not the blessings of the “beatitudes” which is found in the Sermon on the Mount. Rather, these blessings are of those that constantly tell me that I am blessed and highly favored of the Lord and God has plans to “give” me all the (material) blessings that I want. When good things happen to or for me such as finding the right mate, getting a promotion on my job, increased finances, having a nice home, nice cars, rearing obedient, outstanding children, even being in good health and more then it clearly identifies me as being “blessed and highly favored of the Lord.” Now, mind you, I don’t have a problem with these things because all throughout the Bible we can see where God delights in blessing His children. BUT! Is this the dream of God’s heart? Is that it? Did God send His Son to die to give me things? Did Jesus die just so that I could have a luxurious, worry free, happy, woohoo, I’m better than you lifestyle. Am I supposed to become rich, wealthy, and full of the blessings of God just to be able to show people that I belong to God or is there more?
Throughout the Christian community there is an increased emphasis on the fact that the world is in chaos and that greater chaos is coming. This scripture (amongst many) is proof enough of that and to me it seems that those material things will not mean a hill of beans when the shakings increase....
Heb 12:26 At that time his voice shook the earth, but now he has promised, "Yet once more I will shake not only the earth but also the heavens."
With that being said does it not strike the heart as to there being something more to being a child of God other than my ability to prove that I am “blessed and highly favored of the Lord” by all of the goods that I have accumulated through my prosperous well paying, easy going, job or my increased finances-riches, or better yet my bragolicious, boastful, (unknowingly) prideful, tithing which gives me a RIGHT to God’s blessings. Before I go on let me say this: I CAN NOT EARN MATERIAL BLESSINGS FROM GOD…WHEN HE DIED…THEY CAME WITH THE PACKAGE…ACCORDING TO HIS WORD…HE HAS GIVEN US EVERYTHING THAT PERTAINS TO LIFE AND GODLINESS and for the naysayers and religious who will roll their necks and say…well why are there children of God who seem to be in want and need? Why are there children of God who suffer and more? Well, I say, read the BOOK meaning the BIBLE and you will see WHY.
In my search to understand more fully “why” God would go to such lengths as to take on “flesh;” I have come to believe that God has a dream for my life. That there is something inside the heart and mind of God that delights Him so and He desires to bring it to pass through me. I believe that this dream although it encompasses blessings has more to do with God being made known in the earth. That God desires to be seen in the earth and that He has chosen to be seen through ME. God is more than big houses, fine cars, fat bank accounts, and other material things that we acquire in an effort to prove to the world that we belong to Christ. There is an image that the LORD is looking to restore in the earth and this is why He died as far as I am concerned (you see I am speaking for myself here) and that image is HIS IMAGE and HIS LIKENESS. Before the fall of man God prepared a place in a garden that was said to be good and very good for such a one who would be fashioned in HIS IMAGE and HIS LIKENESS. Why did God do that? I believe (and again I speak for myself) that the LORD longs to come to earth AGAIN and walk and talk with us the way He did before so that the people who are sitting in darkness will see HIS GREAT LIGHT-HIS GLORY. To me those who are blinded by the god of this world, bound in prisons of pain, sickness, despair, discouragement, anger, rage, deception, and more would be helped in a greater way through encountering God than encountering those of us who are so caught up and bound by the self- focused Christianity message that we are being constantly fed.
I believe that there is a call for God’s children to make an about face or better yet remove the cart from in front of the horse and let him lead. I believe that the Lord desires a people who will stop talking about dying to their flesh and do it. In other words, return to TRUTH and HIS WAY. Let Holy Spirit take His rightful place in our lives and begin to instruct us, to reveal to us the dream that is on the heart of God. This dream has to include “perfection and holiness.” This dream has to include living our lives as Jesus did when He walked the earth. Impossible to do, I think not, Jesus showed us that it truly is possible to live in this world but not be “of” it.
LORD, there is so much of ME, MY, and I that is so very much alive…and I know that this is a scary prayer to pray because it will cost me...ME. But I cost you…YOU. Holy Spirit come and teach me, help me, show me, how to become the very fulfillment of the dream of God’s heart. Help me to yield to the molding of His mighty hand as He once again forms His IMAGE and LIKENESS in me.
Until He ReturnsAnemone